Music, shorthand to my emotions.

mylifeofsins:

One of the reasons I have more guy friends, is because I guess you can say I’m more of a tom-boy than a girly girl. I mean I dress like a girl, and I squeal like a girl, but if you were to ask me, SHOPPING SPREE or Modern Warfare 2, I’d pick MW2 without hesitation. And no, I’d pick a salad over a Big mac anyday. 

But the main reason is because majority of the guys I meet just don’t have that much drama! They’re straight up without the lies. Girls.. most of them, you ask them ”Oh how do I look?” Some seem to sugar coat it to the point where you think they mean you look eye fucking amazing but really, you’d probably end up on the fashion police section of every magazine.

Also, the way I talk; the brutal honestly unfiltered mouth that I have, guys are able to take that on without being so butt hurt over every little rude sarcastic joke I make. And I for one can take on whatever they say back at me. We’re able to laugh at our imperfections and make fun of each other about them. I know girls are tough too, and they can take on brutally honest insults/sarcastic remarks/jokes, but IONO. I just feel more comfortable making fun of a guy than a girl. I HATE drama. And I hate making the wrong impression.

It’s major booboo if she’s TAKEN though. Because he worries.

mylifeofsins:

Yeah that’s right. I don’t give a fuck about my Tumblr follows, to be honest its about 13x. But I’d still reblog/post shit even if the count was at 1 (if my boyfriend unfollows me then something is seriously wrong, but anyway). It really just irritates me that snobs try to do that shit for … TUMBLARITY that doesn’t fudging EXIST. 

UNFOLLOW

• Acknowledge the abilities you possess, although you must not doubt what you possess either. You’re not concieded, you’re confident, and that’s character.
• Know when to hit the brakes, when you’re overwhelmed more obstacles than you can bare at the moment.
• But you must have the courage to push forward and break those boundaries when you are indeed ready.

MY ABC.

mylifeofsins:

I’m going to spoil my child(ren) :).

*We’re going to spoil OUR kid(s).

mylifeofsins:

We both know how madly in love we are with each other, and others can obviously see it as well. He’s ALL I ever talk about. But now, the situation with my father, me being the care giver, just all this emotional stress. I don’t want to drag him down with me. And him? He’ll be leaving to UCLA soon, and he’ll be 6 hours away. I don’t need him to worry about me, I need him to focus on his school work more. The opportunity he’s been giving is a once in a lifetime. It’s also his dream job. Right now, we both decided that we should put a hold on our relationship. No worrying about how we don’t talk to each other enough, no worry either or not we’re upset at each other. Simple Bestfriends. When everything calms down, we will be together again. It’s a promise. I’m still wearing his promise ring so close to my heart. Literally, its a necklace now. I love how we’re so close that we’re both able to take such a huge risk, but be so confident in our relationship that it doesn’t even make us quiver from head to toe thinking, this whole thing is going to fall apart. We’ll make it.

We’ll make it. Remember that promise ring! The promise to our future wedding, and one day I’ll ask for your hand in marriage, by your side in sickness and in health, in joy and in sorrow as well as good times and bad.

I can’t wait for that day to come. I love what we’ve got going on. But most of all! I’m in love with you my love =)

mylifeofsins:

This geek move is for my Lover boy to read, ignore it.

BEHB OUR RELATIONSHIP STATS=

SWORD OF WONDERS [+9999 Attack on bitches who try to holler]

MAJESTIC HEART SHIELD THINGER [+9999 Amory for w/e shit we run into in our journey]

9803282 LIVES. [Like in Mario, when he dies when an alien shoots him down he’s got xxxxx chances left]

yeah. :) We’re unstoppable! Hahahahah! Okay I’m a dork.

Hahahahhaha! THIS. =) Where am i going to find a girl who does this out in the opening and not be ashamed of it?? HA, I’M SO DEEEP IN LOVE WITH YOU MY BEHB! (=(=